"Just a Pawn in this confusing, sometimes crazy, game called Life"

This is my answer to this month's challenge on fastfridayfabric challenge group, the last Friday of the month a theme is announced and we have until the following Saturday to complete a piece. This month we were supposed to show emotion using a zinger color. I don't think I met the challenge totally, but this is what wanted to be made, so.....it is a 21" square, middle section is pieced from a few of my brightest, craziest fabrics that all have the same colors in them. (Thanks again for these to my secret santa!!) I like how the diagonal going down to the right bottom has black as the background, seems to cut a path through and ties in well to the border fabric, which also has tiny specks of the same colors in it.
I guess my zinger color would be white.
My son (who has already claimed ownership of this one..lol) said I should have made the "chessboard" with the right amount of squares, I think it's 64? I thought of that but then they would have been so small and I wanted to show the tiny pawn (me) next to the bigger squares (life)
I think the title says what feelings I was trying to show here...confusion, (the many different patterns) although this could also show joy (all the colors), sadness (the black), and hope (the white) surrounding all the other emotions.
Am I making any sense???? LOL